Thursday, March 31, 2005
wanna
b
in
sch
tmr.
doom!
thunder crackles ominously.
lightning streaks flash across the sky.
arghs!
electrocuted and dead.
i am. lame.
-blessed
10:25 PM
ahs
ahhhhhhhhhhs.
do not wanna go school tmr.
impending sense of doom.
thunder crackles ominously.
punishment looms ahead. craps.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
wanna scream.
feel like getting soaked outside.
tho it is not raining.
blahs.
dotdotdotdotdotdots.
anw.whatever.
read nige's blog!
nige's blog is so good for destressing.
super funny.
hahahhaha.
really! READ IT.
:D
and i shall see what happens tmr.
-_-
-blessed
10:17 PM
blah.
jon jr said blog.
so i shall.
n he can't see my photo!
who else can't see it!!!!!
it's a nice colourful sunset windmill thingy.
blahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!
u know what!!!!
today, for the 1st time in my entire life in HC, i got caught! with a great possibility of CS.
grrrrrs. .........
puis.
happily went to kap after council elections thing coz got break frm 9.30 till 11.20!!! with like, 13 other classmates. haha.
and met the oac ppl there.
was nearing the end of our meal, was laughing away when suddenly this foreign and scary voice came: 'enjoying yourselves huh?'
and looked up and saw pang! mood was diminished INSTANTLY. like, whoosh.
and he was soooooooo arghs.
'write down your names on a piece of paper and hand it to me!'
'i give u 3 min to finish your food and leave!'
'hurry up!'
and the NJ ppl were like, shocked.
so embarrassing la!
whatevers.
so more than half the class got caught. and our CT is so gonna... scream. wonder what will become of us after they're done with us.
*imagine a huge whale chewing us up and then spitting our pathetic life forms out
but i guess it wasn't that scary when u had practically the whole class with u.
but still.
hooboys. dun think i wanna go school tmr. scariness.
it was catching day for the discipline tchers lor!
coro, 6th ave, KAP, where else man! all these places kena-ed.
blahs.
my FIRST time getting caught lo... cheh. thought i could have an unblemished record.
hahs.
yesh.
tmr is choir! excited.
somebody niao-ed me abt my haircut that was like, so expensive that he would be able to afford 6 haircuts with the money spent :P
somebody niao-ed me for urms, apparently having no emotions?
coz im almost always happy.
hahas.
well.
i guess its a choice la.
u can choose to be happy or to be sad....
and i choose to be happy!
afterall, life is short. and time passes fast...
better to be happy, cheer those ard me! lalas. :)
-blessed
9:09 PM
Monday, March 28, 2005
talking about syf, ours is coming too! abit excited. yet seems unreal. dunno how to describe it. but we're working hard! haha. listening to binama for the...4th time? i think. must prac the actions again. haha. wonder how the J1s have progressed. can't wait for choir on wed!! think the seniors agree. :D sent sms-es to wish e people having exams today all the best, and many replied saying they couldn't wait for choir! yeah. my sentiments exactly. we want choir! *bangs fist on table* hahaha. i think im mad. dug out my manga to read today.. haven't touched them in ages! think i needa get naruto. yupp. did i mention that i think stephen fung looks like urm, that super bushy eyebrow-ed guy in naruto?? haha. ohh yup. easter sunday! dance ministry did a dance item! fantastic. they said there were mistakes but i din spot them ley. the raindow coloured.. ribbons? twirlers? flags? whatever u call it. looked so nice on their white clothes! super nice. my dad took photos and recorded the 2 dances. really really nice!! hope the creative ministry one turns out as nice at the end of the year. haha. n ytd was quan's bdae! harhars. took fel's idea of a card and did it with dot! thank u fel!! really unique idea, that one is. hope u dun mind me 'stealing'! :) ahhhhhs. i cannot wait for wed to come. the more i listen to binama the more i can't wait. hahahha. O-M-kum!
im back! haha.
and people tagged!!!!!
im happy. muahahas.
and who is unknown? *scratches head*
urm..well the only people who know that song are like,
all the people who went to talentime, dee, dot and the 4 guys?!
that's like, so little people la.
hmm. narrow it down to the people who know my blog add.
urm. so that's like, dot dee and... kane? hahaha.
who are youu?!?!
ehh.. as to why i dun blog more often..
that's coz i dun go online that often!
normally i go online once a week lo.. or twice lo.
dun people have better, or rather, other things to do??
a.k.a homework, tv, eating, talking on the phone, reading, sleeping etc??
hahahha. oh well. i guess going online is qt fun too. other than blogging, checking mail, can talk to people!! which makes up like, 90% of the fun of going online. haha. :D
anyway, today is slack day..
the new sofa came!
it's err... cream coloured.
leather.
3 seater and 2 seater.
anyway, that's not the point.
the point is that this new sofa is fabulous!
its sooo.. soft and cushiony! seriously. u'll know what i mean when u see it.
heh.
its comparable to, or even better than my bed. haha. its like, u sit on it and SINK in.
that soft! no kidding. extra cushion seh. :)
dad and mum went downstairs to run, at the stadium, i presume.
but when my dad told me i just bathed, and no way was i gonna bathe again.
haha. im lazy about things like that.
argh. haven't exercised in ages! feel the lump of fat growing bigger.
ohh and congrats to elf! u FINALLY reached 40kg. ;D
blah la. shd put on more weight. bag of bones! :P
mebbe i shall run tomorrow before i go school for spa. should i?
yeah i should. so today must sleep early lo.
and tmr im going back SN again!!!!
coz their syf is like, next week!!! so exciting.
really really really want them to maintain the gold...
we worked soooo hard for the gold in 2003, we have to keep the standard!
though i realise that by saying this im adding pressure to the pres..
but dun wan to go back to being silver! fel and the rest of ootgr and anyone who feels for snchoir will agree.
we can do it!
-blessed
6:13 PM
Friday, March 25, 2005
we have this daily calendar of thoughts thing at home, at i liked 2 of the days this week very much :)
march 21
yesterday i was soaring
like a graceful eagle
and You loved me
today i feel like a blob
and You love me
tomorrow i may ask
"whatever happened
to disturb me yesterday?"
and You'll love me.
God, the one great certainty
in all of life is this:
i know that You love me.
God's unfailing love! :)
march 22
i can walk a thousand miles
and God walks with me.
i can drive through jungled traffic
and God rides with me.
i can climb the highest mountain
and God guides me.
i can stumble through a valley
and God lifts me.
nothing can separate me
from the "hereness"
of the Everlasting God!
:)
-blessed
5:35 PM
so pple, there can't be nothing to thank God for, coz if u notice, God works in even the littlest things. smile!
the amanda is back!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahas.
im delighted.
and qt high.
yay!
yayyyyyy block tests finished YESTERDAY!
ok technically i have physics spa on next tues but i can study on monday yah.how long do u take to study phy spa??
lalalala.
im so happy lors. can't believe im online deprived.
rem last time i could go for like, 3 weeks without going online.
haha. and i miss choir!!!! choirchoirchoir.
can u believe while doing econs mcq, i actually ZONED OUT?!
mans. normally all my attention is on e paper. guess i got sick of doing impossible papers. haha.
so i just thought of choir, and zoned out for 5 min. 5 precious min that is 1/6 of the time i have to do mcq!~ man.
hahhahaha. i must be crazy.
then towards the end of physics, i was just waiting for time to pass so we could GO OUT!!!!!
sorry S7 n S3 n arts pple.. haha. so we went out on thurs...
right after physics! joyous.
w pee club, xiefy, shawn n filbert.
waited so long for the bus to come!
went to PS, but we kinda missed the 1st 10min of miss congeniality liao so went to lido instead.
miss congeniality 2 is SUPER FUNNY!
i like. laughed until i teared.
super nice.. i enjoy watching comedies after exams. stress reliever!
hahaha. then after that walked ard far east...
and decided to get hair cut! ok, actually jy persuaded me. :D but im glad i did! though at the end of the day after dinner i went home with less than a dollar.. n realised what it felt like to be broke. no nice. haha. guess know i know how lippy felt when he went home without a single cent after talentime coz he paid for flowers first! haha.
so went to level one, redken i think. to cut. qt nervous. nervous abt a haircut! i am a dodobird. haha. but first time i paid more than 20 bucks for a haircut lor... haha. but i like! qt nice i think. tho it seems not to be obvious haha. but who cares.
then continued walking.. n got seekie her bdae present! and goodness! i forgot to wish her today! shall sms later. ahhs. i am a bad fren. haha. :P
n et whole day call me stupid. -_^ hmpf.
so. then....... walked ard cine... think our legpower is amazing. haha. ate dinner w jy! spaghetti.
then after that went to meet family. :)
nice day.
anyway!thanksgiving time.
everyday that i had to go home n study which was acc, mon tues n wed, the 852 bus came on time!
u know how Ps edmund chua said that God is never early nor too late, He's always ON time? yup. this week i experience God's perfect timing.
mon-reached the bus stop, barely uttered hello to milton n my bus arrived!
tues-bus reached as i came down the steps, ran n caught it!
wed-bus reached when i reached.
and all times i got seats!
God is really amazing.
can u imagine, if i missed a bus i would have to wait 15min!
for that matter, i din even have to wait for my bus to come.
really wonderful. really thank God for His grace. kindness. :)
i have a good and great God.
-blessed
4:07 PM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
i conclude.
my blog is boring.
boring!
and i can't see the tag board. weird.
anw i doubt anyone tagged. b.o.r.i.n.g.
ahs.
anw. i must get off soon! will finish chem by today.
tmr start physics.
man that sounds bad. START physics. blah. ahhhs.
anw. most interesting thing happening in my life right now.
my dad got a digicam!
riiiiight, so i'm SLOW... :P
so? *can so envision jon jr rolling his eyes.. :I*
hahas.
me n dee having fun with it, taking nonsense pics and then having the liberty of deleting those we dun want. :)
took qt a few nice pics!
hahas. apparently one of my eyes is bigger than the other.
and irritatingly, my left eye has single eyelid while the right one has like, triple or sth.
how to wear contacts like that? haha. anw i ain't wearing them now.. blahs.
nicenicenice.
hahas.
back to studying.
and it was great seeing e red tags on tues.. i dun say ootgr coz not all were there..
SN rocks! hahas.
and we saw the green tags too!!! and we stil haven't gone out with the sop juniors, namely cheryl n pamball. blahs. since they were sec 1! never got down to doing it. sad.
kkkkk. will go study now.
byebyes.
and all the best to ppl doing block tests next week.
hope i dun die too badly.
:P
-blessed
11:40 PM
Friday, March 11, 2005
in a decidedly better mood. :)
arghs..
totally slacked today!
came home early, studied abit of carbonyl.. then..
my goodness my com has like, viruses in it!
and i have no idea what to do about it.
trojan n bloodhound!??!
ahhhs. read somewhere that trojan takes ur passwords n makes it available to pple on the internet.. is that true!??!
*afraid*
nvm. shall tell dad about it later.
anw, so i decided to nap a lil since my coughing caused me to be up at 2.19am in the morning last night (this morning) and i was kinda tired.
set the alarm to ring after half and hour, and it rang!
but i automatically reached out and 'off-ed' it and ended up sleeping like, 2 hours or sth! din wake up till dee came to wake me.
and when i saw that it was so late, i was so tempted to just sleep all the way till next morning.
but decided to wake up. coz tmr my whole day will practically be gone.. blahs.
anw this seems to be the season of bloom for the trees outside my house.
and its really pretty, trees covered with pink flowers!
looks like japan or korea or some nice asian country experiencing spring now.
such a beautiful sight..
every afternoon i walk home on a walkway surrounded by trees and covered with pink petals.
not that im a fan of pink. but the whole picture looks really nice. :)
2 instances i saw...
few days ago, while walking home there was this malay woman with her 5 children, 2 in the pram and 3 skipping along happily. and the 3 who were walking were trying to catch the petals as they drifted down lazily. seeing them just brightened up my spirits. the innocence of children! so cute, and the mum was encouraging them.. having fun as a family. their own little private game. nice.
and today while walking alone the pavement again there was this sec sch guy in front of me who suddenly stopped in his tracks, whipped out his camera phone and started to take photos of the stretch of walkway up ahead, which was covered by pink petals.. with trees also covered with pink petals. so i stopped behind him coz i didn't want to spoil his picture, haha. but he gestured for me to walk first. ahhhhhhh. i only wish i had a camera. actually i do have one, at home. but no film!!!!!!! blahs.
but not everyone appreciates the trees and their petals though.
my ma was saying the petals make the floor slippery, and i guess they do look kinda dirty after they fall to the ground and get stepped on..
and imagine the huge load of work of the poor cleaner! esp since the whole stretch of pavement has trees, and practically all the trees are blooming flowers now.
but it just looks so... nice. and lazy. and perfect. the petals drifting down like little pink parachutes.. in the breeze.. ahhs. in stark contrast to our hectic pace of life.. endless studying..
-blessed
9:36 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2005
i can't upload pics!
sad. took this really nice pic w grandpa n dot e previous wk. :)
yesh n i visited ur site, granda!
ahas.
what am i doing online.. i shd be studying..
block test is in 2 weeks time..
i'm gonna die.
hais.
am i stressed? i dunno.. what do u call filling up ur mind with superficial thoughts just so u wun think about about the pile of work at home and start tearing... i think that's stress.
i feel like dropping everything..
but is that the way? its unfair to others.. is it? i am at a loss..
i'm just so tired. i can't seem to juggle school and church.. i don't know what to do.
and i don't wanna talk about it coz i think.. i'd cry.
so i just maintain a nice front.. don't think about all my work.. until i'm alone..
...
talentime was good.
though not all the winners were those whom i thought should have won..
big drama with the flowers. never ever buy tulips, trust me. i'm so hoping that nursery we went to doesn't have security cams. stick with the cliched roses... totally.
heed my advice!
proud of e choir ppl! think they did well. :)
the 'men in black' looked zai. haha. and were zai la. its just that LOVE was too good, so they got second. :) but second nontheless! that's good man.
yupp.
think i won't be coming online.....
byebyes.
-blessed
3:18 PM
Friday, March 04, 2005
friends are friends forever- by michael w. smith
packing up the dreams God planted
in the futile soil of you
can't believe the hopes He's granted
means a chapter in your life is through
but we'll keep you close as always
it won't even seem you've gone
cause our hearts in big and small ways
will keep the love that keeps us strong
and friends are friends forever
if the Lord's the Lord of them
and a friend will not say never
cause the welcome will not end
though it's hard to let you go
in the Father's Hands we know
that a lifetime's not too long
to live as friends
with the faith and love God's given
springing from the hope we know
we will pray the joy you'll live in
is the strength that now you show
but we'll keep you close as always
it won't even seem you've gone
cause our hearts in big and small ways
will keep the love that keeps us strong
i never thought i would have a need for this yet..
but unexpectedly.... now i do.
friends are friends forever..
and we'll be looking forward to the time when we'll meet again.
God bless you, dear friend.
may He guide every step you take..
-blessed
9:49 PM
nothing much to say...
what is there to say..
i dunno what to do..
think my patience is being tested..
this year is gonna be a trial la, i just know it.
:P
gotta work hard for As..
very very hard..
veryveryvery hard..
haiz.
i must be more..............
tolerant?
whatever you call it.
nicer...?
just trying to see the silver lining here..
everyone seems to fall into 'doomsday' mode so easily..
and its equally easy to join in..
i don't want!
may the joy of the Lord be my strength..
His strength made perfect in my weakness..
Jesus, be my source..
i need to open my eyes.
to see.
my ears.
to hear. and listen.
and mouth...
to encourage.
mm.
i think so.
-blessed
9:42 PM
Thursday, March 03, 2005
yupp.
think i gotta go get more.. anyone keen on going out with me?
no time no time no time.
block test is in like what, 3 weeks?!
sighs.
anyway, today was quite a funny day.
econs lect was long.. time seemed to pass e.v.e.r. s.o. s.l.o.w.l.y....
then PE! muahahas.
played tennis. turned out to be quite fun, this module.
today did some whacking around.. proper hitting! i can more or less hit straight balls. and across the net too! yay.
funny part was when we were separated 3 by 3, so it was me joseph yupai and zhihua zhiyi seekie on the other.
and interestingly, zhiyi kept whacking joseph! poor guy. haha. yesyes those were all accidents, but funny ones nontheless.
she whacked and next thing i knew, i heard a super loud OOF behind me and joseph was yelling about him not having father's day anymore. hahar. quite half-died laughing away, zhiyi was so embarrassed!
and before i knew it, she hit him again! this time he was just gettin ready to swing, then her ball came flying, he din see it in time and it totally went smack into his stomach! in all seriousness, until today, i thought this kinda stuff only happened in cartoons or comedies. and because i got to witness the whole thing this time, i totally went down laughing.. hehs. oops. pls dun kill me for this! :P
yeah wells. then break... then maths... then chem lect! yays.
in the audi with the S7s and S3s. hars.
but today the audi was noisier leyy.. not as quiet as the previous time. towards the end it was just all mad copying tho, coz the lecturer was rushing to finish the chapt on carboxylic stuff. blahs. i managed to get everything down tho! yay.
then was GP where we played this super lame game to wake us up.. haha. at first i didn't get it, but then later i did! and ironically it was all the smart people who took a longer time... haha. guess we're just LAME. :D
quite tired.
must sleep earlier today. must!
and tmr got maths lect.. wonder if the choir ppl will sit together again??
excited. yes.
and i still look forward to choir. even if we aint fantastic. coz its singing together that counts.
choir.. yes...
note to self. SN on tues! chu mee fen, here i come! yay. or mebbe i shd eat orange bowl this time. hmmm.
i want to get more bu dao wengs..
and i want them in more designs!!!!
lack of product variety, yupp.
-blessed
8:56 PM
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